ok i'll summarise abit ;
today after school,,
went visit GongGong at hospital,,
he's admitted to e hospital this morning,,
mummy went to visit halfway while working,,
she called me but ii cant pick up coz im in sch,,
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ii called her after school,,
went down to visit GongGong with meimei by cab,,
ii wanted to say " go General Hospical "
but i said " General Office " instead,,
paiseh dao ,, x.x ........
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reached hospital,,
GongGong wanted to see me,,
ii went inside & stood beside his bed,,
he held my hand,, so warm-
& ii realised ii couldnt even remember
e last time ii actually held his hands,, really..
& even e last time ii actually spoke to him,,
he breathed so hard each time,,
struggling to survive,, every single second,,
looking at him,, ii felt so helpless,,
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regretted -
regret ; regret ; regrets .
he might not make it through tonight,,
ii dont want to see him suffer anymore..
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Lord ii pray, even if You want to take GongGong
with You now, protect him . Let him leave peacefully.
protect my family & relatives as well.
& that he'll go to heaven and meet PoPo.
I pray for tomorrow's BBQ outing as well.
Hope it goes smoothly.
Thank you Lord.
``aifang❤
