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Tuesday, July 29, 2008


:DD
heh ~ im here to blogggggggggg !
woo, i love sch (: . Coz of the people there !

thanks for making my day. ❤

Sunday went service ;
I last minute invited ChunMan and Desmond !
as in like, wow. it was super last minute can ?!!
Coz ii smsed ChunMan on friday night. & i guessed he sleep already.
so he didnt reply me. then until like, 12pm e next day..
he called, and ask who i am ! and he was like,
" OH ! aifang ! u changed number? "
andand, so i told him about the service, and e free movie ticket thing.
He said, ya im free. OK ! like, wah..
i didnt expect him to straight away agree to come.
Coz he seems like people who'll back off immediately after hearing Church stuffs. lalalalas (: .
andand; then i smsed Desmond, ask him want go anot.
he asked alot of things like where, what time, blabla.. in e end he agreed to come ! Although he stays at SengKang, like so super farrrrrr.
ii hope e service really impacts them worr. & Desmond will be joining us for cellgroup too ! friday i'll meet him after sch ^^ .

ytd, MONDAY !
hahahahas. monday was cool.
After sch ; went work ; tiring & bored.
reached home ; did EIS powerpoint !
AND TODAY ;;
statistics in e morning all e way to 1pm, but released early. (:
and then had BIZCA test at 2pm ..was rather hard ! *pray*
after sch went to find Diana, our stats lecturer, for consultation.
until 6pm+ . wanted to play badminton, but the hall taken !
so we played at squash court instead, LOL .
andand; 2ml's BF is cancelled ! as in, he'll be there just to answer any of our questions. so i can actually reach sch at 3pm. ahahaha.
But then i think i'll reach earlier, to do BIZCA project ! friday due !

& i love you .

Smile always | 10:29 PM


im school now !
ahahaha ~ they're playing badminton ^^ .
Huay Leng is super, CRAZY.
like every single hits, she'll laugh like mad . ~ M.A.D
LOL . they played at squash court instead .
coz got floorball training upstairs. hmm.
here super warm ! SUANA .
lalalalalalalalalasssss . ~

Smile always | 6:47 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008



[ Hebrews 12:1~2 ]
many people have e thinking that...
If i can't win the race, I don't wanna run.
But; if you dont try, you'll never get to win !
[ 2 Timothy 4:6~8 ]
2 critical times;
1) Start of the race
-> run too fast ! energy drained, and couldnt finish e rest of e race..
2) Halfway point
-> tired after awhile ; cannot see finish line.
-> no longer have energy & passion.
Must run with perseverance !
*nothing in the world can replace persistance & determination*
5 Keys to finish the race of our lives..
1) Know what fills and what drains your tank
-> find the cause, if you're feeling very dehydrated .
-> have a good support system :D
2) Understand the law of balance of life
-> Balance is e key of life ! Focus on e right place .
Once u notice that ur studies is dropping, focus on it !
3) Lead and serve out of rest
[ exodus 20:9~10 ] [ Psalm 127:2 ]
it's important to rest ! 4th of the TEN COMMANDMENTS.
5) Be disciplined in your Daily Devotion
[ Deuteronomy 17:18~20 ]
let's all finish e race together !

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Smile always | 10:27 PM


that fear ;
when some1 knocks the door ;
always appear ;
even if it's just simply a postman ;
or even some1 not stranger ;
whenever some1 knocks on e door ;
alone ,, panic comes ;
silence ; not knowing what to do..
past memories seem to keep coming back ;

struggling.

[ prayers ]

Smile always | 5:01 PM


从前,住着大牛和小牛,
小牛结婚了,可是大牛还没有。。
有一天,大牛的妈妈就找一个中国女人给大牛。
牛妈妈写了一封信给那个中国女人
说:
大牛比较懒

为什么那个中国女人看了马上跑?

-- OLDEN CHINESE TIMES, THEY READ BACKWARDS.
" 大牛比较懒 "
(:

Smile always | 2:30 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008


hey people..
i'm here to post (:
recently many things happened, was rather busy too .
yupps. alot of projects & catching up after back from e wake .
thanks for my friends, who still supported me (:

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
and once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERLYN ~!
HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVER-LYN ~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! <33 hehehes. may ur wishes all come true !
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hmms, well on weds after sch, stayed back to chiong 1COMT & IAC project.
tiring. shagged. dead.
but managed to finish IAC, as thursday have to present.
1COMT did halfway thou.
& thank God that e presentation went pretty well ~
although it was pretty last minute, and not really of good quality.
thenthen after IAC was 1COMT lesson .
although my team is not presenting that day, Mrs Diana still wants our presentation de hard copy. but we havent do !
i did my part thou. but the rest havent do !
& 2 of them went home during the break before 1COMT.
bobian, then tell lecturer we didnt finish, & she started to nagnagnagnagscoldscoldscold !!!
x.x ~ my poor ears. so she says, before 6pm must hand up ~!
after 1COMT we faster do lorr. ~ phew..
after that went make-up course ! hoho .
make up le machiam ghost -.- . lalalala ~
pics will be up soon ! now lazy transfer. hehes ~

My God will help me shine in school
My God will help me do well in my studies
My God will give me strength through everything
My God will bring me to conquer mountains
My God is Able !

hmms, oh !
i heard this oldold song that day on dad's van. soothing ^^

Ô¼¶¨ - ÖÜÞ¥

远处的钟声回荡在雨里
我们在屋檐低下牵着手
幻想教堂里的那场婚礼
是为祝福我俩而举行
一路泥泞走到了美景
习惯在彼此眼中找勇气
累到无力总会想吻你
才能忘了情路艰辛
你我约定难过的往事不许提
也答永远都不让对方担心
要做快乐的自己照顾自己
就算某天一个人孤寂
你我约定一争吵很快要喊停
也说好没有秘密彼此很透明
我会好好地爱你傻傻爱你
不去计较公平不公平


tatas!

Smile always | 10:56 AM



HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERLYN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDD .

Smile always | 1:15 AM

Friday, July 25, 2008


this morning woke up late !
i set my alarms to, 7am, 7.10am & 7.20am .
ring liao, i off. then went back to sleep.
ring again ; off again ; sleep again . ThenThen !
i slept till like 8.10am . wahhhh ~ then super ganjiong lor !
ii chioooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong ah !!
but then; i knew i cannot make it even when i chiong, lol ! Hengheng, daddy is still at home.
He was ready to go out le.
i asked him to wait for me :) . & i left hse at like.. 8.25am ~

& phew, not late ^^ . ahahahaa .
was super tired la, sleep at 2am+ ytd. =( doing EIS.
lalalas.

Smile always | 10:19 AM


Here I Am To Worship - Passion

"Here I Am To Worship"

Light of the world, You step down into darkness.
Opened my eyes let me see.
Beauty that made this heart adore you hope of a life spent with you.

[Chorus]
And here I am to worship,
Here I am to bow down,
Here I am to say that you're my God,
You're altogether lovely,
Altogether worthy,
Altogether wonderful to me.

King of all days,
Oh so highly exalted Glorious in heaven above.
Humbly you came to the earth you created.
All for love's sake became poor.

[Chorus]
Here I am to worship,
Here I am to bow down,
Here I am to say that you're my God,
You're altogether lovely,
Altogether worthy,
Altogether wonderful to me.

I'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.
I'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.
And I'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.
No I'll never know how much it cost to se my sin upon that cross.

[Chorus]
Here I am to worship,
Here I am to bow down,
Here I am to say that you're my God,
You're altogether lovely,
Altogether worthy,
Altogether wonderful to me.
So Here I am to worship,
Here I am to bow down,
Here I am to say that you're my God..

:DD

Smile always | 9:40 AM


Stressed Stressed Stressed.

SCH ; FAMILY ; CHURCH ; MINISTRY ; PROJECTS ;

WORK ; RELATIONSHIP ; FRIENDS

ahh ~~~~~~~~~~
我很累 !! =(
Now still need to do EIS, which I know nth of what to do.
I just back from family matter only; & i'm thrown to finish stuffs !

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~

=( =( =( .

Smile always | 12:01 AM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008


BOLIAO TEST ! ((: ♥

1. Who among your friends know the real you?
--hmm. >< . yimyim, yixin, xiangxiang.. DEAR (:

2. When was the last time you went out?
--ii went sch today? lol

3.If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
--my poohpooh =x

4 . What song are you listening to?
--now listening to BF lecturer "sing" . (:

5. who does it reminds you of?
--LOL . errr ?

6. Last movie you watched?
--wah, cant remember. i think is.. WATER HORSE ! lol !

7. Which of your friends live closest to you?
--closest ar.. all live panjang x.x ! XUANHUI bahs.

8. What is your favorite shirt?
--hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

9. Do you drive?
--yesyes, i drived when i was only 5 ! At arcade . =x

10. What did you do yesterday?
--go sch, sms, eat, bath, use com !

11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
-- last time. i want buy contacts ! Glasses only in class wear ^^

12. Do you trust your friends?
--Depends who . (:

13.Who was the last person to call you?
--EDWARD .

14.What annoys you?
--Smokers x.x

15. Do you want multiple piercing?
--ii got 4 liao !

16. Your favorite song in your player?
--Never let you go ; Thats when i love you ; plus many many.

17. Last time you went to the mall?
--errrr..... i think.. last last saturday.

18 . What was the last thing you ate?
--ytd around 6pm ate TAKOYAKI .

19 . Which of your friends would make the best room mate?
--hmmmmmm ,, many((:

20. last thing you bought?
--a shirt !

21. Last vacation you were in?
--lalalas. no have.

22. Do people ever spell your name wrongly?
--yes. Samantha to Samatha. =.=

23. What's the last compliment you received?
--err. ppl shy la~ LOL

24.Who was the last friend you hugged?
--hug ar.. hmm.. friends? cant rmb !

25. Which celeb are you eye candying?
--LUO ZHI XIANG ; ohoh! & LI MING SOON in e 9pm show hen shuai .

26. What's next on your wishlist?
--alot lehs. Earpiece ; Mic ; Clothes ; +++++

27. Which band's concert would you want to watch?
--no lehs.. AIFANG'S BAND . ((:

28. What color are your nails?
--GREEN . LOL . no la, ii didnt paint my nail ~

29. Date down a special days for you?why?
--16/10/91 ; 20/02/07 ! ((:

30. In just one word, describe yourself?
--"LALALA" ^^

Smile always | 10:21 AM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008





((: webcam day . LOL .





BOLIAO ~~~~~


RUILING AKA XIANGXIANG & HER BAOBAO ~ lol !








just bath hao, both hair wetwet, hahahahas.



lazy post other things le, tired ! sleeping soon.
tatas ppl.

and; XUETING DARLING.
heard that you're very sick ! i'll pray hard for u ok !
get well soon oh.. Hope you're ok..<3



Smile always | 9:40 PM

Monday, July 21, 2008


PEOPLE ! IM BACK . (:

heyy~ i just bathe hao !
back from Grandpa's wake today..
thank those people who showed me care & concern.
im alright, really.. im fine already !
& people who came down to pay their condolences.
BOWEN ; MIKKI ; AMELIE ; JERMAINE ; WENCHIEH ; NARESH ; JASMINE ; EDWARD !
thankiewww .


GongGong left on friday evening.
before that ii still smsed mummy asking how's GongGong.
Mummy says that GongGong stabilised le, & he took some medicine.
but then,, who knows,, half an hr later.. mummy called.
she was crying; & ii knew what happened. he left, suddenly.
ii was with 1L04 girls at canteen2, wanting to support them for their captain's ball game de. Then e call came, & ii had to leave.....
but mummy wasnt very sad, she's happy instead.
Me too,, instead of seeing GongGong suffer so much.
-
On thurs when i visited him, he's really very painful ; suffering.
GongGong on thurs while in e hospital, he wanted to see everyone. So everyone rushed down to see him. Yes, he already knew that he's leaving. He told us that he'll be in heaven soon.
On thurs we left the hospital at around 10.30pm, coz next day having sch.
and my uncle told all my relatives to switch on hp thruout the night,
as the doctor says GongGong might not hold thru thurs night.
However, no calls. he's still there.
All of us knew that he's actually trying to hold on thru the night.
he dont want to wake us suddenly in the middle of the night if he just left like this. he left at friday evening instead..
Mummy wasnt very sad during the whole wake..
she told me she's happy for GongGong.
& ii believe that he's in heaven now; enjoying with PoPo, and the Lord.
the eternal life there.
ii really hope the family can still be bonded together even thou GongGong & PoPo is not here anymore.
Lord, give us peace and love.
=
This is the song that we sang during GongGong & PoPo's wake......
-
在无助的黑夜里
我用星星画出你
你的恩典如诚心让我真实的见到你
-
在我的歌声里
我用音符赞美你
你的美好是我今生颂扬的
-
这一生最美的祝福
就是能认识主耶稣
这一生最美的祝福
就是能信靠主耶稣
走在高山深谷他会伴我同行
我知道这是最美的祝福
=

Was super tired these few days. Although i did managed to sleep a few hours..
& ii get to see all my cousins; our relationship wasnt very good.
it's like meeting once a year kinda thing..
all of us were busy with our own lives. i wonder how new year gonna be like next year.
-
& yay, class jacket !
our class making jacket soon ! ehehe.
ahh~ havent eat.
seeya people!

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Smile always | 2:45 PM

Friday, July 18, 2008


{1}. Whats your real full name ?
- CHAN AI FANG, SAMANTHA.

{2}. Age ?
- 16+. ok lah, going 17.

{3}. horoscope ?
- Libra. BRA -- *coughs

{4}. Whats your hp model ?
- ii also dont know, lol ! restarted hp & oh, it's SGH-Z540 . ahahaa.

{5}.favourite colours ?
- alotalotalot. RED PURPLE ORANGE YELLOW

{6}. Have a blog ?
- Yah. blogging now .

{7}. Whats your school?
- NGEE ANN POLY .

{8}. g0t a boyfriend ?
- lalalas.

{9}. Ever being reject by somebody ?
- hmm, i didnt tried to ask some1 before.

{10}. Ever rejected somebody ?
- ahuh.

{11}. Do you need a time machine?
- NOPES. i'll just follow God's plan.

{12}. Who's your ex?
- lalalas.

{13}. What if your house is on fire , which item would you take ?
- Handphone & poohpooh & lappy &&& ...

{14}. Who is beside you ?
- The wall on my left and Everlyn on my right.

{15}. Are you a christian?
- YESH .

{16}. Are you emotional?
- ii think so..

{17}. What if you bang into the girl/boy you like ?
- hmms.. hi ?

{18}. How are you right now?
- mixed feelings.. & TIRED.

{19}. ever been to oversea?
- SENTOSA counted?! ;x .

{20}. Do you hate your teacher ?
- no luhh, taoyan only ~ nono, (: . im a good student.

Smile always | 1:48 PM


ok i'll summarise abit ;
today after school,,
went visit GongGong at hospital,,
he's admitted to e hospital this morning,,
mummy went to visit halfway while working,,
she called me but ii cant pick up coz im in sch,,
ii called her after school,,
went down to visit GongGong with meimei by cab,,
ii wanted to say " go General Hospical "
but i said " General Office " instead,,
paiseh dao ,, x.x ........
❤ ❤
reached hospital,,
GongGong wanted to see me,,
ii went inside & stood beside his bed,,
he held my hand,, so warm-
& ii realised ii couldnt even remember
e last time ii actually held his hands,, really..
& even e last time ii actually spoke to him,,
he breathed so hard each time,,
struggling to survive,, every single second,,
looking at him,, ii felt so helpless,,
❤ ❤ ❤
regretted -
regret ; regret ; regrets .
he might not make it through tonight,,
ii dont want to see him suffer anymore..
❤ ❤
❤ ❤
-
Lord ii pray, even if You want to take GongGong
with You now, protect him . Let him leave peacefully.
protect my family & relatives as well.
& that he'll go to heaven and meet PoPo.
I pray for tomorrow's BBQ outing as well.
Hope it goes smoothly.
Thank you Lord.





``aifang❤


Smile always | 1:16 AM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008


heyyyyyy . Photobucket
Ytd didnt blog coz my internet was down at night. =="
lalalas. this is SWAY-NESS.
hehes, okayys. i'll blog about ytd first..

hmms, MONDAY ! hahas. nth much..
1st lesson was EIS ! & Lee E........................
well, we're supposed to do PBL2 now ! The MS Navision thingy..
so had to key into her laptop. ii keyed in alooooooooooot of craps !
thenthen ;
She realised the sales reports cant open. & manymany reports..
then she was like, 怎么办怎么办? ;
what can we say? REDO LOR D: . sobs !!
then HuayLeng & I found out that itz coz of e way we create
the file initially ! wrong setting ! must redo. AHHHHH ..
*messes my hair* .
& then she continues to.. nagnagnag . ;x ! sry ar ! jk !
after that had QLA. hen slack ..
;;;
and after sch ii went work !
ii dont like to work. =( . always had a feeling that im wasting my
time rotting there. lalalas..
well, BOBIAN . today didnt go work coz 2ml got two tests ;
QUALITATIVE LOGISTICS ANALYSIS
and ASTATISTICS.
must jiayou le.. hurrhurr.
ohyahs while working horr,, ii saw this person in e condo directly opposite
my workplace. ii tot what he's doing, and ii saw him running to and fro..
but waitwait ! Running.. BUT, " slow-motionly? " .
machiam very drama tt kind somemore, lol !
at first i tot he sotsot de sia, then he's doing qigong. AHAHA. CUTE -.- .
and then and then ; got this auntie come return movies she rented..
then ii asked for her membership card number ;
she said, " neh, 里面有receipt. " then i search search search ;
" NTUC receipt? " . & we lol ! -.- lameeeeeeeeee .
& then when ii reached home, ii wana post. but internet down.
zzz . & it ends my MONDAY (: .
;;;
;;;
and today !! Early in e morning had ASTATS 9-1pm..
x.x ! ahahaaa . went thru tutorial 9 . hehe..
shi xian de lorr,, & then BIZCA is elearning, so byright 1pm
can go home le ! but we stayed to eat lunch & do casegrader..
in e end left at around 4.30pm instead, even later then normally.
diao ;; e casegrader hard siaaaaaaaaaa ................................
oh & .. on e way to bus stop, ii saw RUILING & WENCHIEH outside cheers !
they were planning who to visit today.. x.x
Sorry guys ; ii'm having tests 2ml so cant. well, but then they pei me
take bus61 ^^ . they going toa payoh visit Alina,,
actually they can take bus there de..
but then ; i think they miss me too much so took 61 with me then take mrt. lol !
;x . if that RUILING sees this ; she's gonna go ; eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
heh & when we reached bukit batok interchange, we went to take train , ii go home
while they go toa payoh ; so it's ON E WAY ! lol !
woahs, then we saw the train like so full of ppl luhh, coz it's pig pick hrs.
lalalas ;x . Photobucket
so we took the train to jurongeast & we bounced back instead, muahaha !
paiseh ar, made u both suffer ;x .. eheheh..

Lord, i would like to pray for BEARBEAR ;
He's in the hospital now, gonna have an operation .
Bless him alright..
Protect him, operations are all risky.
Thank you Lord.

kkz; gonna studystudystudy !
``aifang
HAND

Smile always | 6:17 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008




HE DREW THIS ON MSN. LOL .

Smile always | 12:59 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008


hehes.. Pause my song & listen to the 1 below if u want..(:

yay, & i just bath hao..Today was okayy. tiring ~ but, (:
i slept at 4am last night, & auto woke up at 12pm.
8 HOURS ! SO ZUN . auto de lehhhhh. ;DD .proud of myself, LOL !

ytd's service was impactful .
& Jane joined us ! hehe !
Initially wanted to reach Church at 9am to help out for the jams' service.
ii woke up at 7am,, & gotready to leave hse liao.
but then; mummy wants me to stay coz she wants to bring me to salon.
x.x . Fix my hair.. So ii cant go =( .
lalalas. & e salon auntie help me cut my hair, until very thin x.x .
Now hen bian . lolx.. & she did treatment for me.
Now my hair not tt dry liao ii guess..
F-L-A-T .
Hmms, back to e service;
Pastor talks about Self Image, Self Worth, Self esteem & Self Respect.
& e importance of how we behave & act which will reflect our inside.
:DD . && ! I LOVE THE PRAISE SONG. E FLYFLY DE.
idk what title. sobs. ANY1 KNOWS? ANY1 GOT?
the song makes me wanna,, FLY :DD.


Spent this afternoon doing hmwk at home. (:
heh ; so guai horr? NAN DE.
ii wanna study hard, soar up high, shine bright.
(: . Havent do casegrader yet thou . x.x
muhahaaaaaaaaaa. TESTS COMING LER..
the coming weds, Astats & QLA. jiayou !!
after that around 6pm ii went to play badminton !
with deardear . x333333
so looooooooong didnt do sports liao.. later fat.
& my stamina super weak liao !! ii play awhile chuan le.
=( . sigh.. lol ! had fun thou. I HAVE E SKILLS OKAYY ~
even e BANGALA clapped for me ._. when edward missed .
LOL !! ii didnt know luh . But he told me.
coz e bangalas behind me ~~ eeeeeeeeee..
ii dont know why horr, ii run or do sports, quite awhile later i will feel cold.
x.x . shiver that kind of cold, hands cold. weird ~
however ; FUN . hehes..


2ml monday again !
JIAYOU JIAYOU ,




ooVoo with him ;DD

Smile always | 8:30 PM